I am confused

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This something probably a lot of guys go through. You meet the girl of your dreams, she's not that pretty but you love everything about her. You would die for her, every time you see her smile and she's the only one you think of. I met her in early high school but she liked my best friend. I helped them get together because she asked me to and I forgot about her. I kept thinking about her but I decided to move on. The next year I liked and dated other people but now in Grade 11, my senior year I realized that there is no other like her. I love her so much and I don't care about any other girl. We have so much in common.

I haven't really told her what I feel because I have a feeling that she likes this other guy. I heard people telling me that shes always talking to him on fb, msn, or w/e and that she loves watching him play sports. But they never talk in real life. Maybe she's a shy girl but when we see each other in real life (we're friends), we talk alot, sing together, help each other, play things together, and we do so many things together. But, on the computer, she barely talks to me, she doesn't even initiate conversations at all, it's always me saying everything and when I do start a conversation, she barely talks back. She treats me like I don't exist, and treats me like I'm a random stranger who doesn't deserve *her* talking to. In real life its completely opposite. From what I hear, she's really insecure in real life and that means she likes that guy. Knowing this I just feel so bad, I don't want to tell her because it might ruin our friendship. But, by not doing so, right now I'm going through so much pain because everytime I see her and we talk I know that I can't be with her ever. I still think about her everyday. I tried gaming and sports to get my mind off her but I can't. Any suggestions for where to go?